Todd is a boy
not a man
He steals our hearts with those sad sad
Eyes
and we give him money
Why?!
So he can kill himself
and we give him food.
We give
only
and do not receive
because Todd has nothing
to give to us
to give
to anyone
He loves no one.
That I can tell.
It seems he has sunk too low.
That he is not that sweet
beautiful child
we used to know.
I guess he's just older.
Worn out and discouraged.
He wants us to take care of him.
Everyone
and it's going to be so hard to
say no... that's all.
We won't be used.
Even if we love him
or whatever we feel.
Obsession, maybe.
I remember the dots
Red on white
the painted face
and all those times we found him
only getting worse and worse
Oh beautiful Todd.
Your friends must think we are fools.
I know they know you
better than us.
You want from us.
Everyone.
and it always amazes me
How you are not alone.
You offer no one
Anything.
Is it your sweet dirty face.
Is that why there are no girls around
Are they sick of your shit?
Being used
What are we to do
Leave you there
Here
In our present time of being
To ponder if you are dead.
To moan your name and cry
Are you worth it?
Should we go, or should we stay?
We did not put you here.
The way you are.
Should we leave and wonder
if you are dead or in a gutter.
Will you sink?
Do you have to hit rock bottom ?
What we think you used to be.
Maybe that's wrong.
But it's true.
And we pout and cry now.
If you have any soul.
Any pride left.
Maybe we should go.
See we are in this together
For now
It's been three years
We've shared of you
Thoughts
and it hurts to see you this low.
But don't hurt us.
We are sincere.
We wish you well
in your....life...
we love....
what we think you used to be.
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